urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kellyxbby kellyxbby kellyxbby 2008-07-02T01:31:43Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kellyxbby:698 2008-07-02T01:31:43Z 2008-07-02T01:31:43Z lil wayne =] im <strong>in LOVE</strong>.&nbsp; and i don't have any clue on what to do.<br />he says he still loves me though we have been broken upp about 3 monthss, all my friendss are likee move onn he isnt worthh it, but im scaredd to let go becuase im afraidd i wont find anyonee else. yess i knoe im onlyy 14 but i believe i did and still do love this boyy. i try constantly to make thiss workk but he always findds a neww girlfriendd and he seems so happy. he alwayss says that im his one and only but when i ask him why arent we togherr he standss there with a blank stare. i know he misses me andd im gladd he does.&nbsp;<br />i mean it's like im his back-up if him and his girlfriend don't workk out. because it seems like everytime he gets a new one they alwayss wanna blow on me andd fight me becuase we still talkk. and thenn half the time it's becuase he calls me and shyt. im just so tiredd of this feelingg of loliness i have becuase of him, itss like when we broke up he took a peice of me i can neverr get backk or that no one can replace. i would do anythingg&nbsp;for thiss feelingg to go away,&nbsp;<br /><strong><font color="#ff0000" size="4">- so please can someone pleasee listin to me andd give me advicee*</font></strong>